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So I feel like my spirits have been renewed and flowing with creavity once again. T and I have been talking on the phone last night getting to know each other better. Funny I didn’t miss having someone to look forward to until last night. It was great learning about each other. This is what I found out so far:

He grew up in Southern California and moved to Sacremento to be with his then ex-bf a few years back.
He likes Asian food, isn’t too fond of European and American food.
He doesn’t have a COMPUTER. (Says that chatting is a waste of time and addictive.) (Me: So that a downer since I am the techie.)
He’s a chocoholic (Yay!)
He’s been clubbing every weekend and going to stop doing that once Halloween is over.
He just sent me an email. (grins)

That all I want to reveal as of right now. We already have talk about plans for the weekend and I am actually looking forward to it. I only told some of my friends of my friends about him and they are excited for me. Maybe this is a sign that things are finally going in my direction now. I can only hope.

On a side note. Last night we had a thunderstorm and lying in my bed I heard the most LOUDEST thunderclap in my life. It truly sounded like a bomb going off. Mind you we don’t get thunderstorms that often and for the one we experience last night it was truly powerful one. One that I won’t forget for a little while.

Well going back to job hunting.

I’m outz,

CHris

So this weekend, I had 3 birthday parties to go to with 3 good friends. One of them is the lovely Mona who we had a wonderful dinner at Cafe Maritime with Raven, Hiromi and some other of Mona’s friends. But being a friend who had to make it to all 3 parties. I was quite press for time and made note to myself never to overbooked myself ever again. Before Mona’s dinner, I had to spend a bit of time with another friend of mines for a light mixer and cake and finally around 10pm I had to make a mad dash home to change my clothes to more of my clubby clothes which usually consist of a tshirt and track pants and made it to downtown to the clubMezzanine to celebrate another good friend of mines birthday Billy. He was estatic that I came out to go clubbing with him to celebrate his birthday becuase I haven’t gone out clubbing for 5 months. I am really glad that I did because I met one of his friend name “T”. T is 31 who lives in Sacremento and I have seen him before but somehow this time around we actually got to talk and we just clicked. We ended up being unseperable for most of the night and he ask me to come out on Sunday with him and his friends along with my friends to go clubbing again. I like him enough to actually go out with him again, which shocked my buddies as well since I have adamantly rejected going out with them in previous months. But my friends think we look good together and told me that he is a good guy. So fast forward to Sunday night and after spending about 30 mins to look for him but along the way I found a lot of my old friends some of them who I haven’t seen in years so the search was pretty fun, one of his friends found me and pointed me to the right direction to finding him, we found each other and we again was pretty much inseperable once again. We look out for each other and really enjoying to spending time with each other. He ask me to go to the Halloween clubbing for the weekend and I agreed to it. We also have a dinner date this Friday and I am actually looking forward to going out with him. I am really excited about T because it is really looking postive thus far and he really does like me. Both sets of friends can see that in both of us and it is postively a wonderful feeling. We’re planning to talk later on tonight and spending more time to knowing each other better. Since I am probably the last guy to be single in that group. They are pretty happy to see me happy with a guy. And I couldn’t agreed more. *grins*

Woohooo. Finally, I feel like I am getting out of being funky and useless that I was in for the past oh two weeks. I think I finally put myself back into perceptive of my current situation and I woke up feeling like a huge block has been lifted off my head and my heart. It like someone took out my soul on loan and decided to finally return it back to me out fresh and renewed. I going to really geared up for my job search now and am really feeling to become more focus and get my ass moving and make some $$$$$$. I think my vacation sitting at home is getting to point where I truly feel that I should be doing SOMETHING and doing nothing about it.

Well my little sister birthday is coming up really soon. She turning 18 and still trying to figure out what to do for her. Three birthday this weekend and I can ‘t go to all of them. My sister gets first priority this year since she is becoming an adult.

Well that’s it.

I’m outz,

CHris

PS My mom and brother are pulling out my white hairs. I have 5 so far. *sob*

Friend from Hong Kong - Check

Relatives from Malaysia - Check

Friend from Singapore - Check These two pics are from his visit here in SF for 36 hours. Had a quick dinner and chatted up a storm on what going on. Super cool guy.

Friend from Austria - On his way.

Dang why do they pick this month to visit me??? LOL

But I am having tons of fun with them. It so nice to hear firsthand what going on on their lives NOT by telephone or IMing.

Nothing much is happening these day. Life have been pretty month been dull and mundane except when my friends visit.

Hope all is well with you guys!

I’m outz,

CHris

Scenario on Saturday:

Andrew my friend ask me to go out to dinner after his photo shoot. Dinner set for 7pm. I went over to my friend’s place to play mahjong and left with plenty of time to get downtown in time to meet him for dinner. Left him a voicemail….7:30pm and still no response…..gets a little worried and wonders where in the hell was he. Goes home to wait for him…7:45pm calls me and tells me he on his way to the restraurant….leaves house and get to restaurant at 8pm…..waits for him…..8:15pm gives HIM a call to find out where he was. He thens tell me he went to his FRIEND’s place to pick up the keys……this is when I was totally pissed off. I call one of my dear friends to vent and she found it entirely amusing that I was a) cursing and b) that it was a string of curses. But she manage to calm me down. Time of arrival for Andrew? 8:36pm…..I waited for him for an HOUR and 36 mins. The second longest time I have ever waited for someone. He apologized profusely and I just gave him the glare of death. He gave me a string of excuses and once my tempered went down I forgave him. Basically I told him I was pissed off that I had to follow up where he is instead of taking the initiative to let me know he was running late. He ended paying for dinner and things resume to normal. But situation like this makes me wondered what other people would have done in my situation. So you guys what will you do?

I’m outz,

CHris

Ack. My life at the moment is quite boring so hence the lack of entries at the moment. But I am well. My life shall get increasing intresting during the weekend. But for now just to let you guys know that I am not dead and rotting in some unknown morgue at the moment…..or am I!??!?!! *evil cackle*

I’m outz,

CHris

1. These mundane days are fill with activities as of lates and being cash strapped as is. I am trying to fill the void with activities and trying to make use of the time I could be using by making money. But I am holding out on settling for one more month. I know the economy bad but not THAT bad. I just need to be more aggressive in my approach in job hunting.

2. My buddy Doro and I had dinner together and we discuss about our turning 26 together. We both have seen each other grown up and mature in how we deal with realationships, past regrets, self relections, past mistakes and what the future hold. She has grown more optimistic and realistic and I have grown slightly cynical and realistic. Funny how that has evolved. We are both seeing the world on more common grounds than ever, but our differences are still very evident of what we want, what our dreams are and our future. I know she a friend for life but I can’t predict what will happen in 5 years anymore. What we did 5 years ago didn’t quite turn out the way we thought it will be back hey. We’re always going to be there for each other.

3. I was walking home and saw the full moon, it was a darkish shade of red-orange tonight and I took at look at it for a few seconds but somehow in those few seconds, it enfolded me with this calming on me and in that very brief seconds I had, I suddenly felt that I have no worries, no troubles with the world was gone. That I was just by myself in a whole different world and time. But yet in that brief seconds, it also help mollify my trouble heart and renew my hope of something better to come and to live for once again. I’m glad that few seconds of clam and peace was given to me for I feel that I have my drive to live once again. Funny how these moments hits you just when you needed it the most.

Well that is my thoughts for tonight.

I’m outz,

CHris